life like a dream

fuck !! i want financial freedom!!!!!

2012-02-06T02:30:00.000-08:00

well, life still need to go on , i cant always be like this . i need to double up my speed . i cant take my let myself leave so behind .i cant stand with it , i want show to everyone my result , my capabilities. to be honest that i been slow time for some period dy . NOW , i need to make a decisions and make a big move toward my dream!!! i don't care i suffer am i now , i just want to prove to everyone i can !! i want financial freedom!!!!!

我的心里还有不甘心，所以我不会那么容易放弃！！！

new starting , and i want rock my world !!!! i will mean it !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! pass is pass, just let it at pass, and start a brand new page for my life !!! whatever memory , no matter sad or happy - i will keep in until heren put inside my deep heart . new life , new starting is waiting for me =)

♥ My Farewell ....88 PH ♥

2012-02-04T09:20:00.000-08:00

well, yesterday is my farewell dinner with 3 close friend at sushi zammai . well this 3 person which is the most closet to me in this company . And my relationship with them like bro& sis . a small gathering for about 3 hours make me feel like don't want to end , but still everyone need to back home .

♥ 4 of us ♥ ... =)

well, to be honest to say that , the person who most i not willing to leave is my brother !!! why say so ... cause too many memory within you and me . cause you teaching alot thing to me and also gave alot advice while i don't know how to continue solving my problem . and thks bro that always giving me love care and i appreciated what u had done to me. from my bottom heard , thank you bro =) without you my life at PH here also not that fun . lol .. i 'm sound like leaving here, and shift to another place and not coming back to malaysia. Anyway i will miss every single memory with you all . those funny thing i 'll never forget about it . keep in touch my dears!!! =) i miss you all , especially you ...♥

mAD

2012-01-26T08:14:00.000-08:00

yoyoyoyo... today is nian chu 4 dy . wishing everyone gong xi fatt cai .any way what ever holiday what ever joyful

have to stop in , and start a brand new years , and give a big bang for begin year =)

i really need a big move to p rove to everyone who am i !!!!

and show them the real chili padi girl !!!

yes i can , yes i will , yes i must !!!

let be MAD

happy cny

2012-01-22T05:48:00.000-08:00

cny is around !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wowwww.. but still; haven get feel of cny . well is doesn't matter. as long as this cny can have fun with people that u like and love . ^^ well this cny is another brand starting for me , coz i want make a new different from this years , i want make a boom , boom to eveyone and shine to everyone =) i want earn alot of money !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i want bank account have 5 digit income !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! let's huat together

huat!!!!!!!!!!ar !!!!!!!!!!!

my lovely bro

2012-01-15T07:23:00.000-08:00

well ... my lovely bro , after so long never see you and talk you. so finally today have a chance chatting

you still like last time , always kacau me while people is not that .lol.. but still appreciate that your love and care regarding the i nearly get RXXXX!!!!! well, and i still need to thank to people who help me on this case , giving me love & care too . blek . well , bro for me u memang very diam , but once u speak it can kill people .lol . take care lo , bro see u next time =) i will miss you hahahaha.

waiting for ur call =)

2012-01-10T07:28:00.000-08:00

i m waiting for your call !!! i duno why i just want hear your voice and just want u give me the warm to me now . well ... i know that promise in the end it will never turn to be . man never keep the promise !!! well, wat to do . go and sleep la.

new year

2012-01-01T19:20:00.000-08:00

i watched this movie with my old friend at middle of night .i like this movie story is very meaning full. well, is reflected to everyone . and i learned alot from this movie . new years eve is a night i should think and flack back the whole years what i had done , where is my mistake to make my next year to more better . this movie is mentioning hope, every thing is possible , if you willing make it happen . 2012 is a brand new years for me , and i will be a better person den last years and keep on frighting for new year!!! i just want achieved my dream , my goal . i 'll never give a fuck on excuse that blocking to achieved my dream . and also is time to do my new years resolution 2012 !!!!

i just miss you , lol............... >.< blek

2011-12-20T07:17:00.000-08:00

well, i dont know why , i wish that this moment i can beside you . just look at you and give you some motivation kind of feeling . lol . so how i think i always think too much . but i hope that will be real in one day . my mind just is all about you , i just want to be your side , silently . that 's enough .

i just miss you , lol............... >.< blek

complicated feeling

2011-12-18T09:07:00.000-08:00

i hate the complicated feeling,. i duno why and since when i have this kind of feeling !!!! i hate this very much !! i wish i could deleted it now. and i sorry , i m sorry that i hurt you. i hope you just 4get what i had make you angry . sis i m sorry .

really dont know, in side my deep heart i had a lot thing which stuck in side , and i wish i can deleted and trash out !!! keep inside my heart is damn freaking pain . OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i just need a shoulder and a pair of ear for this moment . the usual ear that always lend to me , is gone , i need replacement for it .

Sis , i' m so sorry . T.T pls 4give me . i love you .

dik just want to say tq

2011-12-17T07:16:00.000-08:00

well, is glad that to meet you . what should say is , this call "yuan fen" . but is nice to be friend with you and be your dik ^^ i admit that , i had have this kind treat from a brother . is really so sweet and i appreciated it alot , even thought is not a big stuff , but somehow small thing i also appropriated . well, i really dont know , how you treat others , may be i just look alike with your sister at hometown. that why i have special treat . lol. but who care , i just enjoy and like the way you sayang . blek some how i just feel that i m the person who have this specially .

brother , i miss you

2011-12-08T08:59:00.001-08:00

well, after this few day i had confirm that , we two just are bro and sis relationship . well, u're a person who love and care to person around you . some how i just feel that i glad that being your sister. ^^ somehow i wish you share all my story to you , and i think that you will be another second person who i really trust and share problem with . bro , don't dump me away , cause i already get use with the way you treat me , cause currently no 1 can give me this kind of treat like you giving to me. i wish i can everyday get sayang from you .i just miss the way you touch my head , the way you kacau me . well, i wish the following month is reaching soon so that i can enjoy back the memory like last time .

just because of you

2011-12-06T07:33:00.001-08:00

i dont know why , today when i hear that have a chance to fright back to HQ to working, i was damn happy . i really dont know why ? may be is because of you , i think so , wish that i back to HQ working , cause i miss the the working life with you . in the same time , i need to apply this back to my network . the passionate and the goal , clear with what i want and just fright for it . i wish i can back to HQ next month , yet at here i also learn alot thing form team manager over . well, i 'll appreciated all . cause they make me who i am today ^^ . remember all the feeling , i will keep this inside my heart and keep on moving .

勢在必行

2011-12-05T09:45:00.001-08:00

我以為我已經累了　無法再回頭　沒有目標的翅膀
我試著飛越那扇窗　溫度卻讓身體再次感到很沮喪
我微笑不是假裝　我追是因為渴望
我奮不顧身奔向　那一道陽光
我跌倒是種成長　我哭是一種釋放
我存在不是假象　我不管　我倔強

為愛付出瘋狂　為夢受一點傷
為保護我的信仰　變得更堅強
為執著橫衝直撞　為你說了點謊
別說我一直找不到方向
再為愛付出瘋狂　為夢受一點傷
為保護我的信仰　變得更堅強
為執著橫衝直撞　為你說了點謊
為別人看我不屑目光　昂首飛翔

out of control

2011-12-05T08:36:00.001-08:00

i have to keep controlling not to think about you , not always come to chat to you . i dont want other peoples and you misunderstand that i fall in love u. is very hard to controlling , but still have too do it. i know that today i broke down what i had promise to myself , that no to call you , chat to u . just let be . but i found out that , i m fails .T.T and i called u in the end . so now i cannot repeat it . i must keep my promise !!!

sick 9 liao

2011-12-04T08:51:00.001-08:00

i m sick !!! i just look like this girl . is really fuck that , being sick. i hate to be sick!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
well, when i sick , i tot of u may be will send some love and care to me, but may be i expediting too much form you . well, i still i will passing the virus around , so that my sick will recover more faster .

in the same time , i had promise my self i need to less contact to you , if not you will not come and talk with me . for a month not seeing each other , i think , you will 4get who i am ? and i can dare it. you will just 4get me just like this . anyway just let it be ^^

chili padi girl

2011-12-03T08:19:00.001-08:00

who am i ?!! i m chili padi !! i will show you , who am i !! i cant take it ,anymore that feeling being slow, getting nothing , i hate the result now , cause i know that i not doing much !! but from now , i will chase it back!!! chase back thing that belong to me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i belief , 1 day i will achieved it , and i show you my real power ! the real of me!!

chili padi girl will rock the world!!!!!!!!!!

YOU 'RE SO SWEET TO ME !!! BROTHER

2011-12-02T03:37:00.001-08:00

OMG !!! , YOU 'RE SO SWEET TO ME !!! BROTHER, I APPRECIATE WHAT YOU HAD DONE FOR ME ^^ EVEN IS A SMALL THING , SMALL REQUEST YOU JUST MAKE ME FEEL SO SWEET AND FEEL GLAD TO BE YOUR SISTER .LOL

LONG TIME NEVER HAD THIS KIND OF FEELING THAT BEEN TREATED LIKE A SISTER ,BRO I GONNA MISS YOU SOON LE, I NEED TO SHIFT TO OTHER BRANCH OFFICE TO WORKING FOR A MONTH ! STARTING FORM NEXT MONDAY !! I' LL MISS THE WAY YOU TREAT ME , THE WAY YOU SAYANG , LOVE AND CARE ME . SERIOUSLY , I WILL MISS THE FUN WITH YOU . WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER HOW YOU COME AND KACAU ME AND SAYANG ME . LOL, I STARTING TO THINKING , HOW CAN I GET BOOKINGS WITHOUT YOU BESIDE ME . WELL, I STILL NEED TO FACE THE FACT

LASTLY , I HOPE YOU WILL MISS ME WHENEVER I NOT AROUND YOU, LOL . SOMETIME I FEEL DAMN HAPPINESS . I KNOW THAT I LOOK ALIKE WITH YOUR SISTER AT YOUR HOMETOWN , AND I JUST YOUR PET SISTER,.BUT DOESN'T MATTER , FOR ME CAUSE I KNOW, WHAT EVER YOU DO FOR ME IS FROM YOUR HEART ^^ JUST LIKE TODAY ^^

need a peace moment .

2011-11-23T05:56:00.001-08:00

what is my mind thinking now , alot thing is Spain at my mind . i wish i can step by step to handle it . wow.. .. is ok .i wish everything will be peace for me for a moment . hahah .....

yeah , i can de , who am i ? i m chili padi i can do it ! blek ^^ life still need to go on , say cheer ^^

不哭

2011-11-07T11:09:00.001-08:00

揮霍多少時間折磨多少痛苦
才累積出的領悟

忍住不哭我要忍住不哭
望向天空不讓眼淚流出
抬頭看進雲深處等待那日出
把故事結束把從前一筆消除
忍住不哭我要忍住不哭
不能認輸因為我相信彩虹總跟著薄霧
會帶來幸福在下一個叉路
陪我跳全新的舞

eavis +u ^^

想太多了

2011-11-04T07:46:00.000-07:00

我蛮脑子都在想什么？？？为什么我的心情很复杂。我想，我想太多了。你可以不要让我脑海里出现你的名字。很讨厌，很烦啦！！！！！！！！！！！！！！complicated feelingความรู้สึกที่ซับซ้อนsentiment compliqué

nonsense

2011-11-02T08:36:00.000-07:00

~!@#$%^&*()_++_)(*&^%$#@!~~!@#$%^&*()_++_)(*&^%$#@!~
fuck you !!!!!!!!!!! commonsense la !!! bitch women !!!! one day i will use 1 whole tack of money and throw at you !!!

heart broken down

2011-11-01T08:13:00.000-07:00

a terribleness attitude there she make me maid!!!!!!!! already so many thing i need handle , but still you give me a kind of black me to see , my dear sister , i just your normal sister, please control emotional la .. dont use your emotional to bang people , i fell damn heart when u say this to me . heart broken just like this when i hear it .

wedding dress

2011-10-16T06:47:00.000-07:00

teayang - wedding dress . guys must go and listen and watch this MV .

here is the english version lyrics of this song . i love it so much . hahaha

Never should've let you go
Never found myself at home
Ever since that day that you walked
Right out the door

You were like my beating heart
That I, I can't control
Even though weve grown apart
My brain cant seem to let you go

Thinking back to the old times
When you kept me up late at night
We use to mess around
Laugh and play, fuss and fight

(Pre-Chorus)
I guess its too late, Im dancing this dance alone
This chapters done, the story goes on

(Chorus)
Baby
Can't believe that you are not with me
'Cause you should be my lady
All I want is to set your heart free

But if you believe that you belong with him
Promise me, you wont let anyone hurt you
Remember, I will always be here for you
Even if it kills me to see you

In that wedding dress, dress
Oh see you in that wedding dress, dress
See you in that wedding dress, dress
Oh see you in that wedding dress, oh no

(Verse 2)
Snappin out this misery
Depression this aint me
But I always turn around
180 degrees

You got control of me
And I, I cant explain
Somebody call 911 Emergency
Before I go insane

Since youve moved on
You took a piece of me give it back
So much pain in my chest
Blacking out, heart attack
(Pre-Chorus)
I guess its too late, Im dancing this dance alone
It's too late

(Chorus)
Baby
Can't believe that you are my big me
'Cause you should be my lady
All I want is to set your heart free

{ From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/t/tommy-c-&-j.reyez-lyrics/wedding-dress-(english-version)-lyrics.html }
But if you believe that you belong with him
Promise me, you wont let anyone hurt you
Remember, I will always be here for you
Even if it kills me to see you

In that wedding dress, dress
Oh see you in that wedding dress, dress
See you in that wedding dress, dress
Oh see you in that wedding dress, oh no

(Verse 3 - J.Reyez)
And I see you with your man
and it's hard to understand
If we belong, if I did you wrong,
where we even began
We would always fuss and fight
and it seems nothing was right
But I loved you girl and you were
my world but you'd never trust this guy
'Cause the things I do when
I'm on the stage,
they say I'm a superstar
You couldn't understand all
the female fans
and then we grew apart
And I just don't get when
you're acting like some other person
But I try my best to hold on
at the times when it ain't working
And everytime that you say
it's over it breaks my heart
and I don't know why
'Cause you've done it a lot
of times in the past
but I get back up and try
You said we could work it out,
how could you hurt me now
And you moved on to the next,
I'm left with an imperfect smile

But if you believe that you belong with him
Promise me, you wont let anyone hurt you
Remember, I will always be here for you
Even if it kills me to see you

In that wedding dress, dress
Oh see you in that wedding dress, dress
See you in that wedding dress, dress
Oh see you in that wedding dress, oh no

my lovely sis

2011-10-06T10:10:00.000-07:00

this is my sis , i need to say a million thank to her . because without her , i cant be who am i today .she help me all the while , giving me support to finish the journey now . she is best , she always help me and give love and care while i sad . i love you sis, i promise you i will success , give u the best life . i want spoil you for this for life . sis , i will make this happen . love u

ALC graduation

2011-10-04T06:14:00.000-07:00

what is ALC? well, ALC is stand for Advance leadership camp. for you guys information i the graduation student of ALC . ehehe.
during this 4D3N , i really transform and found back my passionate of keeping doing this business . whe the camp started , i form a team where by this team is the people that i don't know , all is my cross-line . but because of belief this team get foam up . and we name it FIGHTER group. i very appreciated that can same group with you guys and learn from you guys, you guys is very best . this camp make me understand that a statement , if you today have the capability u will survives in the end , if you don't have u kick out by this group or society . i m reborn form this camp and i will be strong and prove to you guys my chili padi spirit !!!! i will be shine at Gen X international stage to tell everyone , who am i !!!!!!!!!!!! i m MAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! just go all out !!!!!

烦！

2011-09-14T08:50:00.000-07:00

烦！烦！烦！烦！烦！烦！烦！
too many thing to stress , too many thing to handle . just make me dont know where is my next step ? what can i do , in oders for me jump out this box ? really need a mauna. for my self . deep thinking , deep breath . just smile to over come it . and i know i can do it.

sot sot day

2011-09-05T07:34:00.000-07:00

don't know what wrong with me , my mood was totally was up side down . i try to talk to my self , not to emotional be rational . but most of the time , i knew that my emotional get effected by you . because you , i will be happy and sad as well. aiyo. i think i sot 7 dy . know that u not always beside me and i know that i cant depend on you very much ,but i just want to say i 'm strong . i m a lady which independent .cause it 's my life ^^ . my life still will go on , even without you .!!!!!!!!!! i 'm the best of the best .

sorry that i love you

2011-08-27T06:03:00.000-07:00

真的很想和和你说对不起，你可以原谅我吗？原谅我那天一时错口，情绪说的气话吗？我真的亲手割破了我们两人之间的信任，把两年建立的一切都割破了。我很难过，可是却开不了口的对你说声对不起，我也知道你也对我失望因为我的那句话，你对我的付出和关爱却被我的一句话，很情绪的话破灭了。我知道真相我，我十分难过，和内疚。

#好的事情　最後雖然結束　
感動十分　就有十分滿足　
謝謝你　是你陪我走過那些路#　

好的事情

2011-08-25T10:52:00.000-07:00

休息是為了走更長的路　
你就是我的旅途　
都是因為你　我一直漫步　

想要跟你一起走到最後　
但我遺失了地圖　
誰給誰束縛　誰比誰辛苦　
愛到深處才會領悟　

好的事情　最後雖然結束　
感動十分　就有十分滿足　
謝謝你　是你陪我走過那些路　
痛　是以後無法再給你幸福　

好的事情　也許能夠重複　
感動時分　就算紛紛模糊　
不要哭　至少你和我記得很清楚　
愛　是為彼此祝福　

想要跟你一起走到最後　
但我遺失了地圖　
誰給誰束縛　誰比誰辛苦　
愛到深處才會領悟　

好的事情　最後雖然結束　
感動十分　就有十分滿足　
謝謝你　是你陪我走過那些路　
痛　是以後無法再給你幸福　

好的事情　也許能夠重複　
感動時分　就算紛紛模糊　
不要哭　至少你和我記得很清楚　
愛　是為彼此祝福　

不要哭　至少你和我記得很清楚　
愛　是為彼此祝福　

f* off

2011-08-13T05:12:00.000-07:00

i was damn angry !! i was damn angry you . if you don'y want give me a helping hand or what please move away . please dont let me see your black face . seeing your black face , i still ok , but i cant tahan the way you talk to me . fuck off la i will double pay u in one day , your force me to do so !! i just want to be kind and be a nice person , but u make me my angle heart become a evil heart. hey to let you know , i can leave without you , u mean nothing me , my live will go on without you . please move a way with your empty promise , and your cb helping me . i doesn't need you .88 bro !!!!!

* i'm totally angry with you . i want you say sorry to me !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! mother fucker .

this is 艾薇丝

2011-08-12T05:45:00.000-07:00

hi, everyone , long time no see , i'm艾薇丝。there is a long period that i dint back to here to update my blog . and actually to be honest to here , i had no idea to write . hahaha damn funny right . i know it 's . is ok doesn't matter.

so just let me crap around den the idea will just come hehehe. recently , i watched a few episode of this drama, is from taiwan - love you . cast by rain young and chang xiao quan. after viewing , i feel like want to fall inlove with the character. he so handsome , he just like my white prince , ngek~ ngek~ . OMg , just want to have this kind of Bf , which can do anything for me , and care about me . hahaha. but i know , god already decided who is prince , so i just be patient, one day i will get to meet my prince. =)

lifestlye designer. not graphic designer

2011-08-06T08:01:00.000-07:00

everyone has their own dream and goal . and i also have my own dream and goal that i want to fright too. recently , i went to interview and i now i become a tele- sale executive . Thur this job, i realize alot of thing and it make me open my eye to another level. well , especially on health care .

but still, alot people will asking me , am i still doing Qnet / Questnet . Well, i will still doing on it . they is still some people misunderstanding with qnet . actually , qnet is a international platform where by can let me to present my self .is a a place for me to achieved my dream and goal in a short period of time (3-5 years). And the bigger dream i have now is become a international speaker , touch million of heart . using my own story .i'm creating my own success path for my future. and i belief that this day will come true . cause now i ready to become a powerful speaker.

seriously , graphic designer this pose it cant bring me to where i want to be .and it will just locked me to be poor . anyway , hahaha. .. i still a designer , where by i is a lifestyle designer . design your life to have a better life. design ur future. hahaha sound great right? yes. is sound great , qnet change my life , and i share this opportunity to everyone , wish that everyone can have a better life ^^

gonna to have a big boom

2011-07-10T23:57:00.000-07:00

i recently don't understand my mom and don't even know what wrong with her. every time i stay at home , i defiantly will get F **** by mom. to be honest , i just feel what the fuck la. well, i admit that what is my mistake . but she like put others people mistake toward me , walo ... i cannot take it lo . it like too much dy . u can scold me or what ever when i did wrong, but pls don't mix with other people mistake on me . my bottom line are reach to limit. i really what i will going to do when she start again !!!!!!!!!! i MAD , just because of her . hahahahahahah

stop!! stop and stop!!!

2011-06-15T13:14:00.000-07:00

可以停止追问我的男友在那里？我要重新申明我是单身！！！很多人问干吗不去找一个来人谈恋爱？可是我想说，我不要刻意找一个人来爱。因为是你的，该来的它会出现。加上本人这择偶条件及个人理念不一样。因为我从来没有去找人来爱，多数别人追求我。2，我看上眼的很少。哈哈哈.3 我现在没那么多时间去恋爱，因为我要建造我的未来前途与钱途。

其实我的择偶条件也很简单，好像郑嘉颖那样类

型就可以了。一点都不过分哈哈哈哈。我就是喜欢这样类型的男人，成熟与稳重的。当然爱我，疼我的也一定要啦。可是华说回来，他还是咬有钱，不是几块钱，而是要有一定的稳收入。不然跟他一起挨苦和饿吗？你说我现实，我也是那样说。爱情与面包，我还是选择面包。面包在现实中可以填饱肚子。

可是不管怎样，我的心还是找不到另一个取代你在我心中的爱一与分量。真的唯独你不可取代。依然深深的喜欢你。不管结局或答案会是怎样。不管未来和我共渡一生会是你或别人。but i belief , my future family is gonna like them , so happiness & sweet . ^^

爱上你

2011-06-13T11:15:00.000-07:00

:如果说这世界不够完美不够好
　　一定是在等我们亲手给它变得美好
　　就像爱看起来会那么少一定是
　　在等我们一起勇敢的寻找一起找到
　　一片片落叶为开出个花园
　　手牵手捱过整个冬天
　　每只蝴蝶为了飞
　　为了翩翩起舞先做一个茧
　　:最美海岸线总是要很蜿蜒
　　才足够让人忘返流连
　　你的身边要不是
　　比天边还遥远勇气怎么出现
　　H:当我终于住进你的心里 s小小野猫d
　　分享同一个世界
　　身后错过痛过漫长情节
　　都变甜美
　　:只有我了解这幸福感觉
　　美得值得去付出一切
　　能够遇见你认识你喜欢你爱上你
　　感谢我每滴眼泪
　　:只有你明白我有多珍贵
　　好得值得你为我改变
　　:请你继续温柔交换我灿烂笑容
　　一天一天到永远那一天
爱上你有多幸运
　　像是天使的礼物
　　我们不要辜负这幸福一定要更加幸福
　　如果爱真的是那么的少
　　我们就一起守护我们得来不易的爱不被打扰
　　:一片片落叶为开出个花园
　　手牵手捱过整个冬天
　　每只蝴蝶为了飞
　　为了翩翩起舞先做一个茧
　　S:最美海岸线总是要很蜿蜒
　　才足够让人忘返流连
　　你的身边要不是
　　比天边还遥远勇气怎么出现
　　:当你终于走到我的面前
　　完整所有的画面
　　就算苦辣酸甜尝过一遍
　　只剩喜悦
　　只有我了解这幸福感觉
　　美得值得去付出一切
　　能够遇见你认识你喜欢你爱上你
　　感谢我每滴眼泪
　　只有你明白我有多珍贵
　　好得值得你为我改变
　　S:请你继续温柔交换我灿烂笑容
　　一天一天到永远那一天
　　E:像是大雨过后晴朗的天宽阔而耀眼 (H:宽阔而耀眼)
　　每个黎明都需要有夜成全
　　S:往回看每兜一个圈
　　每一条迂回的曲线
　　H:都是为爱上你必须留的伏线
　　E:只有我了解这幸福感觉 (SHE:oh my love)
　　美得值得去付出一切 (SHE:oh my love)
　　能够遇见你认识喜欢你爱上你
　　感谢我每滴眼泪
　　SHE:只有你明白我有多珍贵
　　好得值得你为我改变
　　请你继续温柔交换我灿烂笑容
　　一天一天到永远那一天
　　RAP:如果说这世界不够完美不够好
　　一定是在等我们亲手给它变得美好
　　就像爱看起来会那么少一定是
　　在等我们一起勇敢的寻找一起找到

is timing to wake up

2011-06-09T02:23:00.000-07:00

在马来西亚，什么都在起价。汽油，电水，吃喝的啦都在通货膨胀！！可事人民的薪水都没有在起。在未来4 年，房屋价也会在飙升4%。哇靠。这样人民怎样生存？老板为了达到节省资源，也开始减少人手，或OT没的加钱。可是在中国，每一个大学生毕业后都很难找到工作，走在大街大行随手一丢个水瓶你都会砸到一个大学生？！！！说回来，如我们道那里寻就工作，我们也未必可以找到工作，他妈的你想下那边的竞争能力那么强，你那什么来比？他们一个月的薪水只有人民币500.也就是马币250 而已。哇老！！！不管怎样，是时候醒！！！！寻找你一个BACK UP PLAN 给你的未来吧。这样的2000薪水也未能够用, wake up and smell the coffee, and look for a opportunity . the world is changing now , if you not work it on it , u will be replaced by other .

i just can't get enough

2011-06-08T10:26:00.000-07:00

i like the black eye peas song - just can't get enough . life should not easily get stratify . we should keep improving from that . cause when the moment u say u enough and stratify with what you having now , you are totally stop improving .

i'm not stratify what i having now , that why i keep dream and work it on .life can better and better , even u already at another level . come on , i dare to dream and dare to build my dream !!!! and never let people to steal away my dream !!!!!!!!!! seriously i cant imagine my following 7 month m what is my life will be , as i know that is goonna be a fucking good life , cause with fucking lot of money !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! like the song say ~ i just can't get enough !!!!!!!!

is all about me

2011-05-10T03:25:00.000-07:00

when i on the way fly form sarawak. i was keep thinking what was huey ling told me before i fly to kuching . and i was keep thinking and brain storming my brain . all the journey till home . and in the end i get the answer , which is about me . there is alot thing where by no one can help on it . and there is only me my self can handle it . simple , why people very success, and why i still haven reach that level that i want it so badly . everything is about me . i need to know where i from and what i need in life , no matter in life or networking , i need a clear goal that guild me to the end . and there is me , and brand me new of me =) keep moving , i will success . cause success will belong to me . i know that my journey is different from others , and i need to give alot effort the only can get what i want . but nevertheless, i will never give up . know that i hard for a 3 /5 years and get enjoy 30. do what ever i want when i 30 years old.

Mother day

2011-05-08T00:18:00.000-07:00

2 person that i need to say thank you =)

2011-05-05T13:46:00.001-07:00

today is was my first time writing blog and early in morning - 5am . wao.... damn fresh my mind now , feel like to have a hot coffee while i typing my blog . =)

well.. there is alot memoried flash back in mine mind . today , i need to thanks to the person who make me recall back my self . first , i need to thank huey ling . thank today u wake me up , i 'm totally lost , and is you hint me back what should i do in here and help me to get back who am i ? where is the last time eavis ? the eavis which is full passionate , will do all out no matter in all condition and all the time will present the positive of me .but now , i too much of packaging my self , what i mean is , i hiding alot of sadness my self and act like i m steady .heuy ling , thanks you always be there for me when i need a light . =) u're my great mentor .

the next person who i want to mention is ben . today i received the E.U.E from you . after i read all , there is alot picture keeping from my mind . And all this s image is about how we build a team ,from a nothing till today . i damn appreciated that what you had done for me . thank you always be there for me , and believe in me .i know that i might nasty downline or friend . but still u accept who am i and slowly change be to be a better person . and i believe we will hold hand together and shoulder on shoulder to fright and achieve financial freedom together .=) there's alot thing that i cant just use a few word to describe you guys. and you guys mean alot to me. without you two , i can be eavis right now . i cant so confident to present who i am . love you guys very much

on processing change to somebody

eavis

我只知道那是爱

2011-04-13T12:08:00.000-07:00

#你仍旧等待并肩坐着就更精彩
把心都打开让爱一点点走进来
哦~~ 哦~~~ 简单的意外原来
爱只需要真心爱~
我只知道那是爱不然你不会这么快
发现我正在将爱一点点说出来
哦哦哦哦哦~ 快乐涌上来~
哦哦哦哦哦~ 关键字是爱~ #

is a nice song , and is sing by fish leong . hahaha again i do a free advertising for her, you know my pattern and this is my career sick , hahaha. anyway it a meaningful song for me . lt make me reflect my own self , that 爱只需要真心爱, 关键字是爱. we have love people around us with heart , we cant just because sick of doing it or just because of our purpose then we love and care them . love care it not mean that way , is all about the heart . people can feel it , how u love and care a person .

love you guys ..........

2011-04-12T02:31:00.000-07:00

yoyoyoy ... i just back from pahang . at there is damn chill and relax . just beacuse there is kampung everyone moving step are slow not like at city . and make me fall to slow mode . lol . anyway i back to kl , everything is back to normal mode .

during this trip , i recall alot thing . there is alot of memories during this networking journey . there has sweet , sour , salty, spicy and etc . where this a platform for me to turn become another person who more strong useful compare to last time. in here , not only i am chagging , i saw peoples changing as well with me . there also part of my partner in life who will reach the destination together . today i m strong is because i had you guys . today i'm improve because of you guys pin point out my weakness. if today i without you guys , i cant be who i am right now . together we create and change . =)

sorry that i loved you

2011-04-08T20:06:00.000-07:00

this song is sing by Anthony , he is a Taiwanese American . Well , when i first time listen to this song , i get touch my his voice . at first i was thought this sing by a western singer , but is not . this song really impact and it alot to me , hard to describe all out my feeling toward on this song or my story . But i can say that , once you get hear this song , you'll fall in love at this song . and you will get know what i feel right now . hahaha not only the song is nice , but the singer also very handsome .... wakakaka. sound like i promoting him at here , well no choice, just because i'm networked , and i get use too =) hahaha back to the topic , there was a part of the lyric that i like it very much ,which is at the cores .

here is the cores of this song =) * ya , u can google and seach for this song . or even you tube *

For all of the time that I tried for your smile

For making you think that I was worth the while

So your love love love love love would be mine

For sending you flowers and holding your hand

That no one was there to take a stand

But then love love love made us blind

And I'm so sorry that I hurt you

Sorry that I fell through

Sorry I was falling in love with you

I'm sorry that it came true

But sorry doesn't turn back time

For all that I have done to you

I wish that I could make it right

So sorry that I loved you

Sorry that I needed you

Sorry that I held you tight

And I'm sorry for making you love me and saying goodbye

For being the one that taught you how to cry

It was love love love and it passed us by

For giving you everything that you dreamed

For taking it back when I fled the scene

Sorry love, for wasting your time

And I'm so sorry that I hurt you

Sorry that I fell through

Sorry I was falling in love with you

I'm sorry that it came true

But sorry doesn't turn back time

For all that I have done to you

I wish that I could make it right

So sorry that I loved you

Sorry that I needed you

sorry that I held you tight

An apology now after all of this time

Won't make any difference tonight

But I'm hoping 'I'm sorry' will open your mind

To love love love, Love in your life

Sorry that I hurt you

Sorry that I fell through

Sorry I was falling in love with you

I'm sorry that it came true

But sorry doesn't turn back time

For all that I have done to you

I wish that I could make it right

So sorry that I hurt you

Sorry that I fell through

Sorry I was falling in love with you

I'm sorry that it came true

But sorry doesn't turn back time

I'm sorry that I loved you

Sorry that I hurt you

I'm so sorry that I loved you

I'm so sorry that I hurt you

Sorry that I loved you

and lastly , i just want to tell you , sorry i loved you . no matter what happen or whatsoever , we fright till the end .and i believe that thing will change , but our believe will not change and trusting each other till the end . F.F way here we go . and there will be our last stop . and form that stop we raise to another level ,another story .

2011-03-29T09:09:00.000-07:00

过渡期，就好像烧肉，中间的肥油

valentine's day .

2011-02-14T11:21:00.000-08:00

valentine day , every one is celebrating , but who know the story behind ?? well , let me told you what is valentine's day .Saint Valentine's Day, commonly shortened to Valentine's Day, is an annual commemoration held on February 14 celebrating love and affectionbetween intimate companions The day is named after one or more early Christian martyrs, Saint Valentine, and was established by Pope Gelasius I in 496 AD. It was deleted from the Roman calendar of saints in 1969 by Pope Paul VI, but its religious observance is still permitted. It is traditionally a day on which lovers express their love for each other by presenting flowers, offeringconfectionery, and sending greeting cards (known as "valentines"). The day first became associated with romantic love in the circle of Geoffrey Chaucer in theHigh Middle Ages, when the tradition of courtly love flourished.Modern Valentine's Day symbols include the heart-shaped outline, doves, and the figure of the winged Cupid. Since the 19th century, handwritten valentines have given way to mass-produced greeting cards.

valentine day ..every conner also jamming . well this year valentine 's day i celebrate alone le ....

a little bit feel sucks that i cant celebrate the person that i want it to . what to do .?? but i was thinking that why the whole , only celebrate valentine today ? why cant everyday is a valentine day ? this sociality in nowadays is very materiality, everything is talk about money ? a very simple example that i give is a valentine day . needed alot money on it . had to buy present , a candle light dinner . a celebration is consist of money , and the money decide you spend it in grand way or save coast way . but for me , if have money every day it can be valentine day =)

and i have a wish that , i hope that every single that can celebrate with the one who i love .

lastly i would like to wish , everyone happy valentine's day .

stop emo

2011-02-04T08:51:00.000-08:00

everyone has they own emotional , but there is not one can control well they own emotional . i mo not saying my self that i can manage it well but just learning process.

well ..my beloved sis say that emotional there is a limit at there . but i doesn't agree at all. ya there is a limit over there , if is a serious thing happen over there . in the end is depend how u looking at this situation , how u think about it . never talk with emotional or ego. it will raise you up to the top and pull you down .

if you mature enough , you wont be using emotional as your main issue or even main thing . never use emotional to do thing .

I BELIEVE

2011-01-20T20:15:00.000-08:00

when we is a child , we like to watch animate . but when grow up , we seldom to watch animate . and is a nice to when you watch it . Well this time i have a chance to watch back a small part of the animate - Alla din movie . there is part where by Alla- din bring his dream girl to sit at the carpet to see the world . And this make think back that 2 years ago , there is a person who bring me see the whole new world . this time i learn something from this clip again , which is believe the person who shake your hand . well ... glad that i shake his hand , i believe on him . but no matte how it is , how is the person bring me see the world , in the end my journey i still need complete it by my own self .
and here and a link , u may click it and see it http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JSYToPT5SDo&feature=related

THANK YOU , LET ME SEE THE WHOLE NEW WORLD =)

sick and tired for Working

2010-12-26T19:16:00.000-08:00

almost two month working experience in here , but is really feel that working is suck , being networker is the best in world , really make me more loving in qnet. i wanna stop it baldly and resume back as a full time networker to build my business . no offen for others people who working , because working is to put food on the table , it just that i doesn't like the the working feeling . 2 month working experience i been sick and tired for working dy . hahaha i guess partly is because the environment . I love QNET !!!!!

突然好想你

2010-12-19T23:40:00.000-08:00

最怕空气突然安静

最怕朋友突然的关心

最怕回忆突然翻滚

绞痛着不平息

最怕突然听到你的消息

想念如果会有声音

不愿那是悲伤的哭泣

事到如今

终於让自已属於我自已

只剩眼泪还骗不过自己

突然好想你

你会在哪里

过的快乐或委屈

突然好想你

突然锋利的回忆

突然模糊的眼睛

我们像一首最美丽的歌曲

变成两部悲伤的电影

为什麽你

带我走过最难忘的旅行

然後留下最痛的纪念品

我们那麽甜那麽美

那麽相信

那麽疯那麽热烈的曾经

为何我们

还是要奔向各自的幸福

和遗憾中老去

突然好想你

你会在哪里

过的快乐或委屈

突然好想你

突然锋利的回忆

突然模糊的眼睛

最怕空气突然安静

最怕朋友突然的关心

最怕回忆突然翻滚

绞痛着不平息

最怕突然听到你的消息

最怕此生已经决定自己过

没有你却又突然

听到你的消息

my friend - botak

2010-12-04T10:17:00.000-08:00

well , let me do some intro one of my friend at here ... is a guy who can speed and crazy . his name call botak , his always is a best listener for me and a best guidance for me . i think is good enough introduction at here , short and simple .^^

last time i was thought that always hang out together eat shit sleep shopping or once in the blue moon share some secret to the person that i think she is my closet best friend . but after been thru some thing or problem, i notice that the person i always close with no longer is my best friend or what . and i found out that there is a different story at behind. and i till now only understand what is a best friend meaning stand for , when u facing any problem or need any help , he or she will be the first one who giving they hand to you .

botak thank you that you always be there for me , and leading me to good path way . without you leading me i can't be where am i be at, without you i cant stand strong and see thing clearly . you 're my best . a thousand million thank to you that appear in my life and be my friend guiding me alot . Botak i will remember what you told me : "tough problems are for tough people . He know you can do it because he believe in your ability ". well, i'll remember it all the time and take all those problems as my challenge and over come it . Again thks botak ....

有意思，有感觉的歌．

2010-12-02T08:39:00.000-08:00

恨不得快点长大

天下父母都这般期盼着我们啊

我们已健康成长

快来祈祷父母长命百岁啊

请记得要常回家看看爸爸和妈妈

简单的一顿饭他们也开心很久啊

随便聊一些话或随意呆在家

父母的伟大是从不要求我们报答

生活的压力真大

爸爸妈妈多苦也撑起了一个家

我的一点点挫败

说历尽沧桑仍微不足道啊

请给我多一点时间证明给你们看

请原谅我的能力有限再要努力啊

偶尔我没回家或工作到天亮

偶尔你慰问的电话让我充满力量

父母的伟大穷我一生也难以报答

我们要把握时光来疼爱爸爸妈妈

真的不懂用什么言语来形容我对你的爱

为有用行动来证明我对你的爱．．．．

我的与时间赛跑，才能给你想要的生活．

我不会让你我遗憾．．．．　我爱你

尊严

2010-11-20T10:14:00.000-08:00

尊严

什么是尊严??? 何为本尊严???简单来说就是面子.也就是我们365天所讲的"费洗".

每个人都有属于自己的一些些的尊严.很多时候人类为了面子放弃了很多机会而后悔莫及.

可是尊严又值多少钱呢???? 尊严能当饭吃吗???

现实很残酷，当现实逼迫你低头、让你放下尊严时，你会····？

我相信没有多少个人可以放下尊严从事一些自己不喜欢、“社会也不容许的”工作"

当你每钱开饭时而需要别人讨钱,你还会介意什么是尊严??? 有或者说,

如果一个老板给你一百万而你急需那钱，他让陪他一晚。你干不??

很多事情 你是无法在你预料中而发生....但因为种种原因你自己选择你不想做的事情.

可是又有谁懂,当你没钱时不应该学人讲面子,讲尊严.而是学习放下你自己所谓的高昂尊严.

当你有钱时在重新捡回尊严, 也为迟!!! 或许你觉得这篇章很惹人厌,可是这事实.

还是接现实可爱的人类,尊严 还是留给有钱人说的.

尊严没有了,心若在，梦就在天地之间还有真爱看成败，人生豪迈只不过是从头再来

凌笔

mememememe

2010-09-30T10:43:00.000-07:00

helo, my dear friend ...

here is my new post in here , old post i have deleted . The reason why i do this i just wanna re start my blog just same like starting again to writing my journey . They is alot people saying me that i m different form last time , i was wonder why there say so ? well , finally i found out why they say so , partly it because of my personal development are growth to anther stage , like i dare to dream big dare to face the fact and not escape from it , last time of me ,i m not that to dream big and think be , well i need to thanks that someone , respectful friends that giving me an opportunity and an platform for me to transform to become another better person . everyone was saying me i become more pretty event my aunty also tell my mom the same thing ( is not that i self praise , but this is what other people say) , but for me , i still ok nothing much feel on it . Next time i want everyone to tell my mom that your daughter is the best . very simple i just want to make my mom feel proud of me . how to make my mom to feel proud of me is i need to do more and do more and achieve what i want to achieve , my result basically . that's all . one day , just waiting the day coming , i will prove to my moronic friend and tell them what ever i have and enjoy now is because of i make a decision when i still in college study ,and i put my effort on it . Dont blame everyone anymore my friend , make a change and chase up the trend now , if not you will like a dinosaur die in the world it because cant chase up trend .